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Saturday, February 25, 2012

Hey guys! I guessed no one's reading...
but i got the feeling to come to blogging now.
after reading this blog :
http://promises-loves.blogspot.com/

In actual fact, that guy isnt my friend.
we met a few times but i dun think he knows me hahah.
but i read his blog, fb, twitter though!
he's a really wise guy.
and i guess his innocence despite the cruel world that brings me back here?

In the years,
i feel that im losing myself,
my real innocent self
more and more
that i cant regconise myself much anymore.

they say "dun let the world change you smile,
use your smile to change the world"
but i guess im very much losing to the world?

Of coz i dun want to.
i want to be the same innocent girl again.
that warm smiling picean as always.
i want to stay as with innocent real self despite the cruelity of the world.



its the same thing.
everytime i watch anime or fantasy stories,
i feel like im a child again
and that im becoming pure.
I dont want to lose my childish side,
and its the same with my worries too.
though sometimes I wish I could be weak
so someone will notice.
what would I be if people cant rely their lives on me?

If im weak,
im just another burden.
If im strong,
I will bear everyone's burden
including my own.


Its about the amount of frowns
I turned to smiles,
the impacts and differences i made
in their lives.

Coz i believe
"Never get tired of doing little things for others.
Sometimes its those little things
that occupy the biggest part of their hearts."



[ stay true to your heart & self ]
3:23 PM


Thursday, August 11, 2011



双鱼座是冬天和黄道带的最后一个星座,所以这些人身上还带着些寒冷,同时他们也是最早接触春天的人,春冻交替的时间里诞生,因此他们有着冷与热两个极端。虽在冰冷的水中游,但在温暖的水中也会感受到温暖。虽然将内心深深的藏了起来,但如果你用温暖的水保护他们,他们敏感的神经也会为之感动。双鱼座是一个容易感动的星座。表面上他们爱逞强,私底下 很多双鱼座都是爱哭鬼,但是他们不愿意在人前掉泪。所以,只要她能够感受到别人是真正在乎她的,自己是真正被需要着的并被人爱护的时候,他们会很感动很感激,并把这些都默默记在心里,也期望能回报别人。从某种意义上来说,他们是善良的。而且想要打动双鱼座其实很简单,哪怕讲的夸张都没有关系

受海王星守护的双鱼座,天性仁慈,勇于奉献,他们内心非常的无私,不喜欢与人竞争。若双鱼必须面对竞争,又逃不掉的话,他们会觉得非常的纠结。如果在竞争中双鱼赢了的话,他们往往会产生自责的心理,要是输了的话,又会失去生存的资源。过度的敏感使得双鱼 很难拥有自在的社交生活。天生多愁善感,容易陷入沮丧和自怜的情绪中,如果又有逃避问题的倾向,那就更麻烦了。

对背叛有天生的恐惧:既不愿背叛别人,也不愿别人背叛。容易受伤,既想爱又怕受伤害,用在双鱼的身上,再恰当不过了。双鱼座是一个爱幻想,精神空虚的星座。由于她长期需要一个精神支柱,所以常常有一些不切实际的梦想,一旦梦想破灭了,可以想象。双鱼觉得最难受的时候,会用想象力放逐自己,有时会搞不清楚状况,也不想把伤口看得太清楚。

双鱼虽然害怕孤独也爱依赖人,却从来不曾真的去依赖,因为已习惯独立孤独。总凭感觉认定着所有的人和事,总是很任性和小孩子气的固执,即使是错下次还是固执。而且特别很胆小又害失败,但表现出来都是强悍的一面。虽然看似坚强,内心却会很易受伤。双鱼从不开口说我想要,只会在暗中下定决心。眼神表达出的情感,远远多于你从她口中听到的。她说没事的时候,却渴望一个温暖的拥抱

请不要忽略鱼。她们是最好的聆听者,会是你最好的朋友。她们不会用残忍的语言面对任何一个人,因为他们不忍心,他们的善良充斥着每一个细胞。请不要忽略鱼,因为鱼害怕孤独,一个人的角落里伤感的情绪,会被无限的放大进而笼罩全身,他们需要关心需要保护,虽然他们自己有时内心足够的强大

双鱼们基本上是个很痛苦的群体。表面上总是很有活力 很快乐的样子;可是没人的时候,她们又总是很忧伤。双鱼总会被一种莫名的悲伤笼罩,他们不会让别人发现。因为双鱼们很怕被伤害怕或者被抛弃,也怕带给别人伤害和不快乐,所以通常只能自己硬挺着,哪怕再神经质、内心脆弱,也告诉自己一定能挺过去

也许每个星座都有矛盾的感觉,却没有一个星座浑然天成的像双鱼这样矛盾到凄美,有时怯懦有时隐忍。双鱼们从来不掩饰自己的柔弱和愁闷,双鱼在遇到任何的事情的时候多半都会表现出和鱼儿气质完全不一样的坚强。情绪化的鱼儿们也许会令周围的人很迷茫,但是请你读懂鱼的伤

除此之外,双鱼座忽冷忽热,会有冷淡期。对最亲最爱的人容易暴走脾气 特别不好,对外人却从来和善 常被说人好。废话多,貌似对话过程中 不知不觉就会强加灌输自己的想法给别人。而且双鱼都死要睡觉,常常迟到 健忘,对大多数人和事不上心


是人,都不是完美的。如果你能接受最恶劣的我,你并不配拥有最好的我。

第一次 把赤裸裸的自己 完整地呈现出来。
我一定是疯了。





[ stay true to your heart & self ]
2:06 PM


Monday, August 8, 2011



For everything you wish to desire ,
always comes with equal sacrifices you need to make.
Everything comes with a price ,
it is only your own willingness to afford it.
So just how far would you go, to make a choice?

Challenging the impossible is definitely possible.
Dare to Challenge your limits, for you are strong and
would definitely overcome all obstacles ahead.
I believe nothing is impossible as long as you are willing to try.

Everything started out from a dream and
it is for us to turn them into reality.
People may laugh or talk about your dream
but it is time to prove them wrong and
do something about it to achieve it.

I have a dream, and so does everyone else.
Will it come true?
It is meant to work for and not wait for.









[ stay true to your heart & self ]
8:11 PM


Sunday, August 7, 2011

"You can chain me, you can torture me ,
you can even destroy this body ,
but you will never imprison my mind."

No matter what ,
I will never ever give TAS up -
it's my dream and my source of energy.


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- Adventure Trips -




My first overseas in Ngee Ann Polytechnic was with them.
Rafting Adveture Trip to Malaysia Perak :D
Damn fun like what!!
Waterfall abseiling, Whitewater rafting, Natural Rock Climbing!
Loads of new and exciting stuff, like a nice :D

After the trip, last picture together ,
at Ngee Ann Polytechnic behind the blue tracks ,
with participants and councils before going home (:









When we reached our campsite in the morning at 4plus on 20.06.2011
I tell you that mountain area like a damn cold!!!
And sleepy coz i couldnt sleep on the bus the whole night.





The crowns are from the villagers ,
to protect us from spirits in the woods .
But i lost mine during waterfall abseiling, wanted to bring home one :(
Picture taken with the coolious HERA :D
- 20.06.2011 -





Yay! We got the most uncomfortable, damn smoky ,
but super fun car when going up the rocky areas!!
Standing up when the car was moving was shiok (Y)
Picture was HERA on the car again :D
- 20.06.2011 -
With Reuel, another of our GL !
But im blocked and some groupmates not in there.
- 20.06.2011 -





In front of the v.traditional hut in the village.
There was a superrrrr cute girl/baby in the hut.
The guys keep disturbing her, like a cute :P
- 20.06.2011-





HERA and another group chilling in the stream of water below the waterfall ,
while waiting for our turn to abseil. The other 2 went rafting first.
The guys started splashing water.... and everyone's wet.
And joined in the splashing hahahahah!
- 20.06.2011 -





Waterfall abseiling!
Was one of the last few to abseil. No experience uh and abit kanchiong ,
So i slipped and slammed against the wall and ,
Ended up with cuts and bruises on my legs XD
Swimming back to the shore is like getting drowned by the waterfall current uh ,
I must look like i cant swim when i actually can!
- 20.06.2011 -





Whitewater rafting! The best part of all :D
My group with 4 other guys, i fell into the water once.
KarLoke fell in once. ZhiHeng fell in like 2or3 times LOL.
Was falling like a fun 8D I and zhiheng was like capsize sua.
But the others dun want uh, scared uh hahah!
Was i got trouble getting back into the raft. Heavy uh!
The person pull me up then i landed like damn unglam =X
- 20.06.2011 -





Our assembly area and eating place, longlong stretch of tables and chairs.
This is after bathing after the abseiling and rafting.
Waiting for the girls and dinner arhs.
- 20.06.2011 -





Planning and rehearsing for campfire performance.
Our dear love guru and three couples.
1st couple: Steffi and KarLoke ,
KarLoke in army (pushup position down! *kena pumping*)
and Steffi want break coz no time for her.
2nd couple: Ian, Agnes, WenSheng ,
Ian and Agnes are husband and wife.
"Hey girl, do you have a map? Im so lost in your world" and..
Agnes and WenSheng have an affair!
And the the thing is, caught red-handed in bed ,
(which is the two covered behind the mat and lots of action see through XD)
3rd couple: Cindy, ZhiHeng, Benjamin
Cindy and ZhiHeng are husband and wife. Benjamin is the son.
ZhiHeng always drunk and abuses the wife and son.
Push me hard during real performace that i fell.
Good! coz he dun dare to push during rehearsal.
I wanted to fake cry but didnt uh. Wasted hahah.
- 20.06.2011-Photo with Bus A ppl before campfire:D
- 20.06.2011 -





Photos with the Bus A girls, the ones i shared the tent with.
Shiok uh, 7 people in 8 people tent.
Super spacious and quite comfortable uh, still can see stars .
The nightsky damn niceeeeee, 30plus stars shining in the sky.
Every part of the sky filled with stars (:
But cant sleep under the open sky uh.
And the guys' tent opposite to lend mosquito coil :P
- 20.06.2011 -Last picture with the coolious HERA with the beautiful mountain as background (:
Before leaving our campsite for natural rock climbing, and singapore straight after.
HERA oei! Marriage!! HERA oei! R.O.M.!!
HERA HERA!?
Launching! Phewww kaboom! HERAAAA!!!!
- 21.06.2011 -

Natural Rock Climbing at Batu Caves.
I got the tough one uh. Super hard on the hands ,
need lots of strength at the damn steep bottom part ,
then go up no strength alr.
I cant pass the steep part on the first try.
Rest awhile, second try. Past the steep part but stuck halfway up.
Kept going up and fall back down a couple of times until no strength..
Forgot if i tried twice or thrice but ,
didnt managed to conquer the top like the first guy, KarLoke.
But i will be back! You wait!!!!!!!
- 21.06.2011 -This one! The steep and not much things to grab and step on de steep part!
At least i managed to conquer it uh. But i will conquer the top next time!
- 21.06.2011 -

Last dinner at some restaurant seh :D
During our bus break to Singapore. The food quite nice eh.
- 21.06.2011 -

The other group was yamseng-ing using their drinks..
So the unique starting yamseng-ing using our soup hahahahah!
Then both groups of Bus A merge and yamseng with drinks and soup :DD
- 21.06.2011 -


The Rafting Adventure Camp was totally awesomeeeee!
I seriously can no longer imagine my life without TAS.
It will be like big piece of my life gone.
Just this camp is a impt part of my life alr mans.
Learnt some many skills, so many new experiences ,
So many new friends and sooo much fun (:

Very much looking forward to second trip in september !
Though it may be the same place and activities ,
and alot ppl i know not going..
I hope it will be as fun and i can conquer my rock climbing :D
TAS ♥










[ stay true to your heart & self ]
6:10 PM


"You can chain me, you can torture me ,
you can even destroy this body ,
but you will never imprison my mind."

No matter what ,
I will never ever give TAS up -
it's my dream and my source of energy.


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-Major Members' Act-



Tree Climbing at Kent Ridge Park ,
during 1st Major Members' Act.
My first major activity with them after i joined.
New experience and exposure!
And the fun process of new friends and knowing the fun councils (:
-28.05.2011- Part of SKYHAWK ;
aka Flying Unicorns! :DDOur v.v.v nice VP always taking care of us (:
But she's year three so will be leaving us soon.
And alot of the another councils;
WeiLi, HweeLing, KokKeong, HuiYuan, Jade, Ann..
Hopefully we will have more time with time before they go D:One of the fun council's trademark 8D
Shall play with him next time as in ,
Waiting for a chance with a photo of 2 8D hahahahah!Never thought i could do this ,
so cool so adventurous so much fun until i tried!
This is me, Cindy (:





2nd Major Members' Act - Sea Rafting ,
The last TAS activity before exams..
Really learnt alot ystd; knots, lashing, making our own sea raft.
President raft ftw! Although me, rachel and our club president
fell into the water due to balance problems ,
Ours was the most innovative one and it floats :D !
Didnt did much though, every position like got ppl doing alr.
Will do more things next time ok cindy (:
Water confidence test hahahah
President raft ftw :D






2nd Major Members' Act and still going onnnnn!
Looking forward toward the 3rd ,
Round Island Cycling Expedition in October :D





[ stay true to your heart & self ]
5:17 PM


"You can chain me, you can torture me ,
you can even destroy this body ,
but you will never imprison my mind."

No matter what ,
I will never ever give TAS up -
it's my dream and my source of energy.

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-Members' Act-



When i finally plucked up my courage and
joined The Adventure Seekers alone.
When i first joined Skyhawk in 4th Members' Act
- 20.05.2011 -












When i knew more friends ,
learnt new skills, bonded with TASIC mates ,
and HAD FUN (:
During 6th Members' Act: Project Runway
- 8.07.2011 -












Our first ourdoor member's act.
Trekking at Bukit Timah Hill.
Having fun and encouraging one another :D
7th Members' Act - 16.07.2011












Staying loyal and preventing the decline of TAS
from 30plus members to less than 10 each week
by trying hard to go for Members' Act ,
despite problems caused with groupmates, lecturer, family..
New skills and experiences acquired in 9th Members' Act :
Abseiling, Rock Climbing, Free Fall :D
The Climb -30.07.2011 -













Sadly i missed 5th and 8th Members' Act
due to schoolwork and projects..
And 1st, 2nd, 3rd Members' Act before i joined.
9th Members' Act and still going!!!
Will learn more new stuff, improve self and hopefully leadership skills.
Into 37th council :D Stay in faith!














[ stay true to your heart & self ]
4:16 PM


Saturday, May 28, 2011

Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Freshmen Orientation Week 2011
HLFM 1C02♥



(Day 1)


(Day 2)


(Day 3)

(Day 4)


(Day 4)














HAVE FUN or DIE TRYING :]

Tell you what, I will actually miss the class if i dun see them for just a day!
Like say thursday Sport&Wellness module, all different classes and weekends
:P


[ stay true to your heart & self ]
6:26 PM


Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Belated Birthday Celebration
Yeo Family outing to U.S.S. :D








Went to Universal Studios Singaapore today with my family ~
Super nice !
I love family day :D

Went to eat macdonalds at cwp in the morning first.
Then took mrt while my bro play psp, my father use bro's iphone, me and mum listen to songs XD

Entering U.S.S., kind of feel like you aren't in Singapore :D
Went through Hollywood and New York, looking at the buildings built by red bricks NICEEE :DD

Until we reach Sci-Fi City, first thing you see....
The roller coaster, the 3rd picture from the top is FUN :DD

Played red one once and blue for 4 times !!!!!!
The red was ok but the blue one is a lot better ~
The blue turns 360degrees woots~ shiok XD
And once on the blue was first row, hearing 3 guys screaming beside me while i was laughing through the ride XD

Proceeded off to Ancient Egypt where you see this...
The fourth picture, Revenge of the Mummy .
Played the "scary" coaster thrice :D, located behind that 2 big big statues, somewhere inside~
Heyhey Im very ok with roller coasters but ghost ride...sry byebye =X
Just getting in to the place where you take the ride is enough to freak me out..
Its a longgg way in, like a maze, dark lighting, stupid scary sounds effects =X
My hands never left my brother's shoulder during our way in..

During the first time, me and my bro = close eyes and shut our ears with both hands =X
But riding the 2nd and 3rd time with my dad, i realised it wasnt that scary .
Saw the great effects; fire and interesting railway(reversing and turn 45 degrees and its another way!) and to enjoy the airconditioned surrounding XP

The next photo is the one you get wet in jurassic park;the lost world...
Hohoho its pure luck problem, my mum and dad is wettest of all 8 ppl XD
Inside that tunnel is a lot better than i thought btw!
Pitch black and dinosaur suddenly roar and my mum hide in my father's arms aww.......but i was laughing XD
Then the boat stop out of the sudden, rise all the way up ,
a dinosaur ROAR above our heads and my mum hide again......
i looked the dinosaur was a :D
A 'door' opens, everyone was ???, next minute we're drenched....

Next picture, Far Far Away Castle :DD
Watched the 4D shrek mini movie inside that place.
Donkey was sneezing and water is sprinkled onto your face .
Loads of spiders in the movie and your leg feels something hairy .
The shrek chasing bad guys in a carriage and your chairs vibrates .
COOL :D

And we had lunch at this Hollywood China Bistro and walked another round and played another round of rides! :D
Went to various candy/chocolate shops outside U.S.S. as well ~
Children sure gonna Loveee those places :]
Went bavk to cwp and ate "short peter gold" and went home :D

Big Thanks to my parents for the memorable trip :DDDD !







[ stay true to your heart & self ]
1:40 AM


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