Hey guys! I guessed no one's reading...
but i got the feeling to come to blogging now.
after reading this blog :
http://promises-loves.blogspot.com/In actual fact, that guy isnt my friend.
we met a few times but i dun think he knows me hahah.
but i read his blog, fb, twitter though!
he's a really wise guy.
and i guess his innocence despite the cruel world that brings me back here?
In the years,
i feel that im losing myself,
my real innocent self
more and more
that i cant regconise myself much anymore.
they say "dun let the world change you smile,
use your smile to change the world"
but i guess im very much losing to the world?
Of coz i dun want to.
i want to be the same innocent girl again.
that warm smiling picean as always.
i want to stay as with innocent real self despite the cruelity of the world.
its the same thing.
everytime i watch anime or fantasy stories,
i feel like im a child again
and that im becoming pure.
I dont want to lose my childish side,
and its the same with my worries too.
though sometimes I wish I could be weak
so someone will notice.
what would I be if people cant rely their lives on me?
If im weak,
im just another burden.
If im strong,
I will bear everyone's burden
including my own.
Its about the amount of frowns
I turned to smiles,
the impacts and differences i made
in their lives.
Coz i believe
"Never get tired of doing little things for others.
Sometimes its those little things
that occupy the biggest part of their hearts."
